Bereavement

polly7

(20,582 posts) Tue Sep 22, 2015, 10:34 PM Sep 2015

Another anniversary and it doesn't get any easier. [View all]

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I've been having anxiety attacks all day, the hour is approaching when I found my Dad. Sometimes I just wonder if I can make it through it ..... every second of that day and night just keeps replaying over and over, and it hurts exactly like it happened yesterday. When I lost my son, he was the one who kept me sane and forced me to go on. Now there are so many days I just wonder why I tried so hard. You never think your hero and the person you know who loved you no matter what, will ever leave, and I know that's selfish, but I miss him so much.

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Another anniversary and it doesn't get any easier. [View all] polly7 Sep 2015 OP

You're not being selfish, not at all. CaliforniaPeggy Sep 2015 #1

I have talked to a counselor, but there's only so much they can say. polly7 Sep 2015 #2

Thank you for your kind words, my dear polly7... CaliforniaPeggy Sep 2015 #3

I'm so, so sorry for your losses. polly7 Sep 2015 #4

I'm pretty old, and that helps, because I have some perspective I didn't have when younger. CaliforniaPeggy Sep 2015 #5

I hope so, Peggy. polly7 Sep 2015 #8

Thank you, dear polly... CaliforniaPeggy Sep 2015 #9

Every day is a challenge for some of us. Sometimes it does get better with time. Maybe it all will. Hoppy Sep 2015 #6

I'm so sorry, Hoppy. polly7 Sep 2015 #7

How long has it been? murielm99 Sep 2015 #10

It will be 5 years in about one hour. polly7 Sep 2015 #11

My son joined a suicide prevention group murielm99 Sep 2015 #12

I'm very sorry for your son. polly7 Sep 2015 #13

It's almost 3:00 a.m. EST ohheckyeah Sep 2015 #14

Thanks ohkeckyeah, polly7 Sep 2015 #15